TwentyfourAUGUST`ohhEIGHT yo?
Slept super uberrrr late yesterday,
slept at 4am+ this morning,
cant believe that i slept till 12pm this afternoon x)
Watch television {CDs}
watch until i sick aready luh !
High fevering,
Shivering evey minutes -.-
Cold is the word i could say now :lll
& i haven done with the PROJECT !#$%
So sick, dun feel like doing anythinggg yah..
But i have to!
Try bahh :D
Tomorrow must pass it to AiLing le,
she have to coloured it,
Social Studies project, counted as comment test lehhhzx,
cause SS no CTs paper.
yahh, soproject must be done real well !~
HAHAHA, tomorrow C division boys match,
at Aljunied i guess, somehow :D
or it`ll be clementi.
Jiayou boys !
Tomorrow have to wake up damn early, to tie my hair,
it takes loads of time to tie my hair up, neatly&nicely x)
hehs.
can someone, entertain me right now?!
so damn boreddd~~
sigh, its raining, im even colder.
wearing 2shirts & 1 Jacket,
covering myself with a big blanket,
yet im still cold.
i gotta recoverd by this week, so i could play match !~ :D
Jiayous TEAMMATES~
Sometimes i imagine, sailing through life,
you & me walking hand in hand, able to face each problem & strive,
experiencing an affection that understands.
Where i can rest all my anxiety,
in your comforting arms,
conquer every goal & see victory,
& not come across despair & harms.
Sometimes i wondered if you think about me,
& shared the same feeling, or am i just a quiet breeze that comes & goes not affecting.
Do you desire the same devotion, which echoes within my heart, my soul.
thoughts of me do you just shove & let my memories depart.
Sometimes i just wish to be in lost in you & in your passion,
bathe in your tenderness and rejoice, to crown in the sea of your affection and float in bliss
listening to your voice.
You drive me crazy,
you drive me euphoric.
Just in case there is no tomorrow for me,
i just wnated to let you know, i am really thankful to have someone like you & i have engraved every moment we had together, deep into my heart.
which i shall always remember, forever.
I wish you are right here now,
online, chatting with me.
but i know, it wouldnt come true.
i wondered how`s your run{s},
i wondered how are you? fine? bad?
i wondered if you still hate me?
i wondered what are you doing right now?
i wondered if you still think about me?
i wondred if you still care for me?
i wondered if you`re really gonna leave next year APRIL, how am i gonna live on?
i wondered if you still like me?
i wondred how`s your knee?
i`ve been thinking of you, do you?
its been 4days, 96hours, 34mins & 19secs.
how long could this way last?
will it be forever? or just for now?
i`ve been thinking these days, what have i done wrong,
that make you wanna stop contacting me,
what rumours have you heard from others?
they might have lied to you?
they might be joking with you?
they might have the wrong news, about me?
you must have heard wrongly?
couldyou tell me what rumours have you heard from others?
then i could reflect back.
i`ve promised myself, i must not sms you,
i must not go to your blog,
i must not tagged your blog,
i must not think about you.
but looked, all of this above, keep reminding me of you.
i controlled myself not to do that,
& i did it, but it seems like its not gonna work, soon.
could we not be liked this?
i`ve been reflecting back, the way you treated me before you stead with pamela,
& looked at you now, you`ve changed, seriously.
to another person, which i seriously dont know how you became like this.
have you been possesed by ghost as its the 7th month?
or have you been possesed by pamela?
its not that i wanna bring this subject out again & talk about it.
its reality.
i need you alot by my side, do you?
i think i should stopped here, before i hurt myself much more.
i dont care what others think about what i wrote here,
i dont care what stupid comments people gave.
i dont care what you say about what i wrote here.
Takecare.
o355pm.
♥Retarded
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