HELLO. I AM BACK TO POST! :B School holidays for 1 week, yay? After school resumes for 2 weeks, FINAL YEAR EXAMS. Horror :( Chalet is coming & I can't wait even though i'm a lil' lazy to travel there lol! Nevermind, I shall enjoy before exams muacks. :P

Alright, yesterday's SEL 8th anniversary dinner turned out to be fruitful & sucessful. Jin Ping & Mr Justin were the emcees. COOL or what?! 15 years old lady being an emcee, aw. Great job done girl! hehehe. After everything, alighted @ lakeside -> jp -> slack -> mac -> free cute midnight show -> home @ 1215am w babe & baby. :-* & the rest went tonning. Im lazy to continue posting. OH BTW, i slept almost the whole day today. 330am to 1pm after that i had breakfast + lunch and went back to sleep at 2pm until 5/6pm, woohoo.

Gna find my lovelovelove on Monday/Wednesday! muacks. ♥

Please if you've anything, don't keep it to yourself, share it with me, maybe I can help. I really wish to know what had happened between you and your friends from 154, one by one keep asking me what happen, why have you not been going down to find them like you all used to recently. & all your answers were the same, either its "nothing: or "they wont die without me :)" Maybe nothing had happened between all of you guys but maybe your own thinking change? or is it me being too extra thinking too much? I don't know anything. & what's with that, "Tired, really tired of all this."? I asked, and you gave me the same answer again, "nothing" and you said it refers to your "life" when I asked you the second time. I believed whatever you said, but maybe i am the fool whom is always tricked by your answers. Who knows? I am always disappointed when you gave me the "nothing" answer, as if I'm a stranger to you. What is there that you can't tell me? Don't be afraid to tell me everything/anything you have in mind, i may tear or get upset(if what you've got in mind which refers to me/us.) but don't worry, i would be able to take it. Voice it out to me will you? I really dislike the feeling of being keep away from secrets you have.. All you do is to ask me not to think so much but how do i avoid from thinking so much? You could say I'm sensitive, but this is me.

It's easy to fall in love. The harder part is finding someone to catch you. I found you. I hope everything thru this 6months isn't false hopes. I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last. I trust you, i trust that you wouldn't be one of the millions out there that taught me how to love, but not how to stop. Now that my heart is taken by you, I don't wish it'll be broken by you and i don't wish it'll be in pieces because of you. It's been 6months coming to the 7th in 10 more days. I hope that you will voice out often.. You know i get jealous easily, even minor things.. I apologise for that. :') I hope you'll understand. I don't wish to lose you because of minor things and misunderstandings.

Maybe i am the foolish one thinking about all this nonsense, but this is what i have to say from the bottom of my heart. But promise me you'll never leave me, never to keep secrets away from me, you'll share your problems with me and we'll solve it together. I promise you that. Will you? I hope so because i hate you for giving me "nothing" as an answer everytime I asked. I love you, 14th. I thought that you'll accompany me today, but now you told me your going out, yeah bye.

xoxo